we all want to SHINE

So would you dare to be different
When everyone's consolidating
Would you reach out elsewhere
And turn your back on the population
Would you pursue dreams over mountains
Scaling over cliffs of self-resistance
Maybe race to catch a shooting star
When your world's crumbling to pieces
Could you dive deep into the unknown
Or beyond the depths of your imagination
Charting your own path through the winds of fate
Be it to Heaven or your own destruction

So,
Will you go the distance?
Will you dare to be different?

EXUDing light

● Rachel
● 20 yrs old
● Scorpio
● 18/11/88
● itsnotfarnie@hotmail.com
● ex-NY girl
● ex-NJCian
● always an NJ archer :)
● on-off shoppaholic
● NUS Sci - Class of 2007

●RAVES● - sexy hot glam funky fashion/shopping online/shopping w my best galpals ;)/groovy music/comedies/cartoons/movies/documentaries/Knowledge :)/botany & zoology/organic chem/lip products/facial masks/analysing & watching people/learning/aspiring/growing/ appreciating/art & craft/reading/sleeping

♥LOVES♥ - gotta learn to love myself first..

●WANTS● - flattering & affordable clothes/comfy shoes/a toned & healthier body/a redeco-ed room/more space in my room!/a more disciplined me/gorgeous unique accessories/a green thumb/a bright future/for my dreams to come true :)

Monday, 1 October 2007

originally i was gonna post an entry about how my dear n i always make each other angry... but dear called in the nick of time and i decided the entry was moot =)

too bad my phone is dead now or i wldve spammed dear msges of how much i love him etc etc =)

dear i really love you a LOT XD the world seems so much brighter when ure by my side (except for when we quarrel, but that cant be helped) u always make me feel so loved and taken care of (except when we quarrel, but that is to be expected) hmm even tho nowadays i worry that im not as impt or special to u anymore, but whenever u make me laugh i feel this special connection with u that's unmistakable. in spite of our differences (and my petty little paranoid worryings), i think you might JUST be The ONE! only time (roughly 8 yrs) will tell i guess. i ought to stop my daydreams abt marrying you (*blush*) cuz its impractical but just so u know, my lesbian fantasies have vanished into oblivion after my first few months with you =D i truly hope we can last all the way till marriage becomes a distinct possibility.. but i wld juz lik to spend e rest of my life with u, really. thanks for being the best partner ever, dear! i love you.

i know u dont read my blog often hmph so if u miss this para of declaration then that's too bad! cuz i wont be giving u the audio version anytime soon; it's too embarrassing to say it out.

ok well this recess week has been thoroughly wasted (consistent with past trends) and im now grappling with my 3000-word suja essay. yum. chem lab report due on tuesday and maths n cm1101 mid-term exams this fri n sat respectively. both have not been studied for and i effectively know as much abt them as a single-celled bacterium does (ok maybe a teeny bit more). seeing ms koh for help 2ml (today) and meeting gal pals on sat night after my cm1101 test. that pretty much sums up my week =) this week is gonna suck! woohoo!

[even tho i am mostly sedentary, my right inner thigh has apparently less flab than my left. i wonder why.]

k back to essay outline!

p.s. it's amazing how fast time passes...

p.p.s many thanks to yizhe and shaokai for giving me useful advice for my essay! and thanks dear, for being there to cheer me up during my misery in the earlier part of the night =) *muacksss*

reaching out again
3:29 am

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