we all want to SHINE

So would you dare to be different
When everyone's consolidating
Would you reach out elsewhere
And turn your back on the population
Would you pursue dreams over mountains
Scaling over cliffs of self-resistance
Maybe race to catch a shooting star
When your world's crumbling to pieces
Could you dive deep into the unknown
Or beyond the depths of your imagination
Charting your own path through the winds of fate
Be it to Heaven or your own destruction

So,
Will you go the distance?
Will you dare to be different?

EXUDing light

● Rachel
● 20 yrs old
● Scorpio
● 18/11/88
● itsnotfarnie@hotmail.com
● ex-NY girl
● ex-NJCian
● always an NJ archer :)
● on-off shoppaholic
● NUS Sci - Class of 2007

●RAVES● - sexy hot glam funky fashion/shopping online/shopping w my best galpals ;)/groovy music/comedies/cartoons/movies/documentaries/Knowledge :)/botany & zoology/organic chem/lip products/facial masks/analysing & watching people/learning/aspiring/growing/ appreciating/art & craft/reading/sleeping

♥LOVES♥ - gotta learn to love myself first..

●WANTS● - flattering & affordable clothes/comfy shoes/a toned & healthier body/a redeco-ed room/more space in my room!/a more disciplined me/gorgeous unique accessories/a green thumb/a bright future/for my dreams to come true :)

Saturday, 21 July 2007

hmm.. today's the 21st of July.. and dear's flying off to Taiwan alr. well i'm typing this at 1.30 am and his flight's an hour later, but still.. yeah.. today's been such a tiring day man.. last night came home really late cuz was celebrating his bday.. and we were at the park near my place after having dinner at J8 =) and i was presenting him with the cake and the gifts i'd prepared XD onli 15 mins left till midnight la.. and onli then were we celebrating his bday proper.. lol.. ohwell. yep i'm glad dear liked his gifts! XD

so came home late last night and still talked on the phone awhile.. so slept really late.. den this morning had to wake up early cuz meeting dear for bfast at KAP.. den overslept abit cuz really damn shagged. had to bathe n dress up and help dear look for his hand-carry bag.. haha in the end went to KAP super late la. but im juz glad dear wasn't pissed =) so after a looong bfast, durin which we kept observing this couple PDA-ing in fronta us, we headed to his place. hmm yep spent the whole day there... =) i helped him pack haha! he's so not good at packing -.-" but it's ok it makes him cute =P yep den later went out for dinner.. dear wanted to eat sushi so we went J8 specially for sushi. i wanted to have The Ultimate cuz long time nv drink alr but after dinner we were both stuffed so i cldn't have it =( after dinner we flagged a taxi and went back to his place. it was so hard to get a taxi la.. and i learnt an interesting fact about taxis.. haha.. yeah occupied taxis don't have lights on the hood! after 18 years of trying to flag down occupied taxis, i'm finally enlightened. shall not waste energy next time XD ..so when it was ard 11.30 pm his parents fetched us to the airport.. was lik super crowded n chaotic there n lots of ppl were smoking =/ that was e last i saw of him =( cuz he din want us to enter e airport with him.. apparently families weren't allowed. but alot of ppl brought their families along -.-" ohwell.. sigh the ride home with his parents was kinda awkward.. i din talk much.. felt so weird la.. like felt the obligation to start a convo but gawd knows i'm not the type to make small talk.. bleh.. ohwell so yep they sent me home..

got home and loads of packages to open! XD so exciting. my mom came n sat on my bed, observing -.- she had lots to say, of course. bleh. aniwae yeah there were loads of disappointments =( so mani clothes din look nice on me la.. haiiix.. so frustrating. made a resolution not to shop online anymore! haha but if i know myself i won't keep to it la.. probably i'll just try to make smarter choices next time.. like don't choose a dress which is risky.... yeah.. ohwell tonight i'm so tired n sian-ded.. sigh. kk end of post! tada!

reaching out again
1:30 am

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